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Yet, i have no power to do that.

I was still stucked by this world routinity.

A dull life.

Everyday i get up to work, then get back home to rest, to repeat such routinity everyday.

Sometimes, my relatives sometimes would ask a question i really hate: when i would be married. I have several reason to not marry someone, other than my appereance, my form in this world. Ever since that day, I don't think i still have a heart to love someone.

Yet, the said "fate" played tricks on me.

I've never fallen in love since that day. Then i met this girl, brightly shining than other girl. As light shines over the gloomy days.

However, the girl was one's fiancee.

As I learned such fact, I felt something called jealousy, powerlessness, and hopelessness.

What a human I am.

In the end, I could only laught at such "fate".

Though I don't believe in myth, i said damn to those Moirai; Clotho for spinning my thread of fate, Lachesis for her (length) measurement of my thread of fate, and Atropos as she still not cut my thread of fate. As always, since they're just a myth and I've received no response(s), nor my life was ended.

Although such 'fate' happened, I could just go back to the daily routinity.

Powerless, as i am a human being.

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And then the long awaited day came.

A demon,

who can grant any wish -- in exchange of souls

came to me.

This was the only chance for me to make this world changed, or destroyed.